mUSIC i lISTEN tO tHESE dAYS (30jAN2013)

WIP

I sat these days and I wondered: why I am rushing to get out there? I mean school should be the most important thing to finish right now. Yet I feel that it’s a huge waste of my time. Why? Am I the only one? Why do we need a piece of paper to tell us that we are qualified for work? Aren’t our skills enough? The system is flawed. Or something is wrong with it, or it’s just me altogether…

I’m tired and sick. This is all…

Vacation

So this is it. Vacation has come to an end. It feels like it started yesterday. I don’t want school or work to start. I do miss my coworkers though. I’ll miss my friends even more. We had a great New Years party. It sucks that we have to be in two different cities, but then again that’s what makes us special. That might be the thing that holds us together. Or might end up to be the thing that drives us apart. I don’t really know. I’m glad that I have them as friends and I’ll enjoy every second I’ve got with them…

back in time…

last night i found something interesting, something that really impressed me.

i was with her watching a movie. all of a sudden i get this weird, but nice, sensation. i was taken back a brief moment to day i finaly decided to call her and talk about us. all of the emotions that where inside of me came back, for a short, brief moment.

i’m sure i can explain it, but there i was, standing in the laboratory of systems theory. the proffesor was talking about something related to the subject. i didn’t pay that much attention. i was distracted by my own thoughts, my thoughts of her…

all of this happened in a split second. then i came back and she was there, smiling, looking at me how she’s always had. i’m lucky to have her, and even more lucky to get her back…

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blood sugar

as ths sugar rushes through my blood, the drop is approaching and then it hits… all of the sugar gets synthesized and instantly converted into energy. this is only temporary. my mind feels it, my body doesn’t. it’s too tired to…

anyways i can’t help but notice that somehow i’ve changed. i think it’s change better for me, but i’m not sure if that’s good for others. all i know is that i did. at least i hope…

i’m feeling more optimistic for my future. in the end all of my problems will be solved. i will make sure of that. if not, then it’s not the end. i still feel that everything i do is shit, but this shit works. why try to fix something if it works. i am pleased with my evolution and that should suffice.

went a bit off track, but i spoke everything that needed to be spoken of… i probably have more to say, but the energy is dissipating fast…

why should i learn something that is already written in a book – Albert Einstein (probably not the exact quote that’s why no actual quotes) as the sugar rushes through my blood

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Celldweller – Elara

o alta melodie extrasa de pe Soundtrack for the Voices in my Head volumul 2. e chiar una dintre cele mai reusite melodii SVH. pentru cei care nu stiu cine e celldweller puteti afla mai multe detalii pe canalul lui de YouTube sau pe Soundcloud.

cam atat pe azi…

clubbing…

there’s something about it. the minute i enter the club the music hits you so hard that you have no idea what the fuck is happening.